Rick - I get it, really I do. In fact, sometimes I feel like I'm this close to pulling the trigger and filing for D just so I can say, "There you go dear, beat you to the punch!"
That you are aware is good. Self awareness is always good. You just need to STOP before you act so that the awareness can be channeled towards something that is helpful and not hurtful.
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It's easy to find our bottom, it is our top that requires cultivation.
Every rough spot adds to our emotional constitution. -Barney Fife
