I haven't posted since Aug; tried to handle my situation on my own and it hasn't worked well. Recently, I completed approximately eight weeks of anger management counseling but I continue get mad at my W, make inappropriate, hurtful comments and respond poorly when she asks me why the computer "caps lock" in on; she thinks I'm e-mailing someone, which I'm not.
I've been unfaithful in the past and because of my continued anger and inability to be patient, empathetic and supportive she doesn’t trust me. I want to stay married and to have a happy, loving relationship with my W, but I’m not educated nor qualified enough to have a decent, respectful conversation with her when she talks about how she feels. Saying sorry is no longer sufficient; my W wants and deserves to be in a loving relationship. She has endured my anger for over two decades; understandably she’s tired of dealing with me. She said she’d rather live alone than with an angry man.
