He says he wants us to spend Xmas together and that I mean so much to him. I don't know if I should go. I can't be 180 like before his trip. The only reason I would go is for our kids.
M 42 H 39 T10 (-2yrs separation) S8 D5 DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA) Reconciled 6/2013 Separation in works 1/2017
