3 more days and i can say ive made it through this crap... My bday is the day after xmas, so im counting that to..i have never felt so lonely, insignificant or unwanted in my life so i can imagine how my boys must feel.. I need to remember this feeling when i start telling myself how much i miss him...really???... Still no mention at all of seeing S14 for christmas, must not fit into the plans he has with OW...and no mention of helping out with some money for xmas..i really cant stop wishing bad things for him today...so much negative energy..ive got to stop...maybe a run will help. Going to make a spaghetti dinner for xmas..i make homeade sauce and happen to have some frozen from last batch...thanks for the ideas ladies.. If im not on before..MERRY CHRISTMAS we will get through this and be better woman for it.. Heres to coal in there stocking....and reindeer poop in there yard...hee-hee
Me:48 H:42 M: 18 yrs. S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H D bomb: 9/9/11 OW confirmed 10/30/11 D papers filed 11/01/11 S15 S21(Special needs) S28
Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...
