No problem, Ash.

I'm hoping a poster by the name of Sandi2 finds her way over here. She may be able to provide you with some support. Her words can be strong at times, although her heart is full of awesome intention.

I also want to offer my sincere gratitude that you are posting here. I appreciate that your feelings of wanting to reconnect and yet not finding it easy are likely painful. I want to let you know that you being here is likely to bring a HUGE sense of hope to the LBS who are here.

I hope you won't be offended if an LBS finds their way over to your thread and asks you questions about your past. If you are open to it, your responses might be another fantastic insight to help support the LBS here.

If you are not comfortable with that, please feel free to express that. If you are comfortable with it, I would encourage you to participate in other conversations, especially in the newbies area. You could support them and others in turn may help support you.

Cheers!