Christmas has never been fun for me. I would put so much energy into everyone gifts and made it special for everyone. But no one made it special for me. My first H gave me a gift our first Christmas together as a married couple. Now my present H, he gave me a gift for our first Christmas together, but after that he quit.
He didn't even get me a gift from our daughter.
I always made sure everyone had gifts, even if you were a visitor at my house.
