Like Two Sparrows in a Hurricane (1)

[MAL]

RC is most certainly confused. He thought it was all over, and he moved on. Now, he has discovered that it is NOT all over.

Who wouldn't be confused?

But confusion is a temporary state of mind. I'm sure he'll figure it out.

Thanks Andy, I would be totally selfish not to recognize that. I do love the guy and I don't want him to be miserable or unhappy.

I honestly think he is enjoying the things with me lately. I am trying my hardest to be sensitive to what he must be feeling.

The human and competitive part of me wants to win. Of course! We all want that.

Then the heart part of me sees this guy that has one of the kindest hearts I have ever seen, and I want nothing but his happiness. He deserves that.

Somewhere in the middle is a line that I need to walk. Not one that pursues, but lets go. But not too much -- since we obviously have had communication issues in the past. He may think I've given up and moved on.

Afterall, he did tell me he wants to pursue this other thing to see where it goes. I need to back off, and I think he expects that from me.

Be his friend, but not too close.

Being willing to risk it all and let him go. Knowing you want to hold on.

Sigh...what a tangled web huh? SMILE