Sent H a text apologizing for yesterday.

M: I want to apologize for yesterday. I wasnt feeling well and being xmas time. I took it out on u. I will pick our D up and ret her to u tom night after dinner.

H: Sorry I didnt call last night. ADD and TV sidetracked me didnt think about it till 10 pm & didnt want to call that late.

I have been on the crazy train from day 1, which is 3 1/2 years now. I am tired. I am thinking about hoping off. But my love for him keeps me riding.


H: 49
W: 47
D: 6
M: 6 1/2 yrs
H: Bomb #1 6-2010
H: Bomb #2 7-2011
H: Separated: 7-11-11
Reconciling 2-2012
Separated: 1-31-15 (I asked him to move out)