I think we are in very similar places in our journeys. I just keep thinking I have to put one foot in front of the other on MY path and what happens, happens. I know I will be OK.
6 months ago I couldn't say that because I wanted so much to hold on to what had been. Now I know that the relationship wasn't healthy and neither of us was happy. This is such a process and I'm so happy for those who are able to make positive changes in the midst of having a pile of sh!t dumped on you. But, I guess it's the fertilizer we needed to grow. : )
Have a great day!
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss