Think about what you've gained, Rick. You've made a lot of new virtual friends here. You're starting to get yourself out there. You're going to church and meeting people there. Your relationship with your D has grown. You've taken a long, hard, look at yourself and grown from that.
We were just talking about at my Men's group at church tonight how when you go and serve others less fortunate it takes your mind of your own problems. I think you saw that with your reality check today. I saw it on a mission trip to WV this past summer. I'll probably see it again in Belize. When I was there focusing on others, I didn't even have the capacity to think about my own problems, or when I did, they seemed really, really small.