living in limbo

[learning2listen]

THank you all for your words! I have really good days and really bad days.. the last few have been bad, but I put on a brave face for my kids.. they dont see the "limbo" I wont allow them to feel insecure..

H is scared, he admitted that to me yesterday... only time wil tell what the future holds, but honestly I see why sometimes the LBS jsut gives up, and sometimes that is the right choice. I am balancing between living my life and growing..

I know the next few weeks will be very difficult so I pre apoligize for future rants... lol...

thank you to each and everyone of you on here, i know you all know we are here for a reason, and you all help me through the tough times. I hope some of my insight helps you too. Happiest of Holidays to all!