It was inevitable.....tried to avoid it- but W and I had a R talk after I noticed that she stopped wearing her ring... 2 hours later, tears from both of us... Just bad news. She loves me, there is no OM, said I am a great catch and a wonderful father....but her issue is that she can't trust me.... I used to have anger issues, kind of Jekyl n Hyde. I plan to discuss my anxiety, depression and probably PTSD issues with my IC next week. I've realized that I wasn't accepting the fact that I have these issues and that meds might be needed. I would never ever hurt my family- but my anger issues were bad. She needs to know that my changes are forever and are for ME... She is moving out in 2 weeks, still wants a D. Do I just detach and move forward while hoping she comes back? She agreed to wait until after new years to tell the boys. I'm crushed. I guess I just detach and put on a happy face while working on my 180 n gal.
(F.K.A. Broken422)
US 40's M 17,T 19 2 BOYS 13,16 Divorced 4/2012 11/2011 W SAID SHE WANTS D
"When it is dark enough,you can see the stars"- Ralph Waldo Emerson
