Wow, took quite a break from the forums. Work got busy and as usual i dove deep into my hobbies.
Slacked off on gym....i really need to cut down on time i spend with my model trains, rc cars and airplanes
My sitch: No traction. same old same old. My bad days are fewer now. But i guess thats also because the D seems to be on hold.
Couple of things to cheer me up: Daughter visited over thanksgiving and we had a blast. Redo for christmas and now for a week. Really looking forward to it. Also visiting my family overseas in Feb. Really looking forward to it. For my last visit in Jan is when my wife threw the bomb and my whole trip turned into one big depression episode. Now i am actually looking to enjoy my time.
Dont want to be judgmental, but my wife's attitude is the same. She is still the poor victim. Ironically she called me up this monday and had a crying episode. Apparently she had been fighting with her parents too. She feels that everyone is out to judge her. I feel bad for her. I calmed her down and even gave her few tips on how to look at things to make them more manageable. Ironical because usually its me who's lost.
I just try no to think too much about the future at all. Just live for tomorrow.
BITS M 38 W 36 D 7 Married 15 yrs W left for 6 months in 2009 W Filed for D 01/03/11 piecing now...