oh boy... so my melt down over the last few days errupted...my h picked up d for an overnight visit..I thought I was prepared to see him though the sick feeling in my stomach was out of control...

I kept telling myself, when I see him, I know the ring will be off his finger.. (i have put alot more weight into that ring then I thought...)

When he came in my office i looked at his hand and saw no ring.. I waited to say anything...waited until d was in his car...and i said i see your not wearing your ring anymore...he pulled his hand out of his pocket and said what are you talkiing about, its on my left hand like it has been for 11 years...wth?

he hugged me and said hang in there, go to your moms for Christmas like planned and stay strong...we will get through this...what is going on???? please help me understand?????


m 41
h 44
d 17 (prev marriage)
d 9
Never give up!!!!!