You do know that the rape wasn't your fault, right? People that don't have any compassion, not your fault either. As cliche as it sounds, I find peace in doing for others.

I also carry crystals, you all knew I had my quirks! Amythist and rose quartz right now. I got my spiritual peace and am now ready to open myself up to love. The rose quartz is for that. Maybe it is all about what you believe in. Have faith my friend.

kat

Me-53(and learning!)
S24, S21, D18, D17
Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory