First post, words of wisdom needed

[sunshine76]

Hey Val, thanks for your support. Today has been very strange and I don't really know what to make of it. As of right now I cannot see myself being intimate with my w again and I have absolutely zero desire to date anyone else. I want and deserve to be with someone that loves me. I think that I am just so hurt at how she handled all of this that I feel like the ball is in her court now. I am exhausted from doing backflips trying to please her. I guess if I am exhausted from trying to please her than I really have not been doing a very good job of implementing the DB principles and I have been doing more caretaking than caregiving.

I don't know... living by myself and becoming the crazy dog/cat lady is sounding more and more appealing.