I know what you mean about throwing in the towel and i have been there. The core benefit of DB is being open to discovering you. Don't worry about his family or him. All your thoughts should be on how to become a better you for yourself and kids. You will get there. I know I didn't think I would.
You will be fine. Just keep your head up.
DU
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."