hey rick-- I'm glad you are in an ambivalent place. I personally go back and forth sometimes. Some days/moments I'm totally ok with it -- then something happens (usually something about OW, LOL) and I crash.

You have been making a ton of progress though. I'm glad we've found this board. it's been my lifesaver in this, the hardest time of my entire life so far!!!!!

Me (f): 45
W(f) 35
T: 13 y
C: S4 adopted at birth
6-18-11 bomb: I want to break up
8-28-11 OW confirmed