Deep down inside do you think it will help bring him back?
One other point....in YOUR words....."I live on a fourth of the income he has".
Just my 2 cents.
I hope you are okay sweetie.
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans