What else could I have done?

[antlers]

I think wHat you are going through is part of the healing process and it svcks. Don't let that anger ruin the rest of what can be a great life. We are pulling for you

I said earlier that I'd made the decision and commitment on Halloween, just 7 weeks ago, to 'let go'...to realize that my marriage was over and accept it. Since then I've been releasing all of my emotions that I was holding onto (including anger at the cheating and lying)...and trying to release my ex and the relationship in general. I realized that holding onto it was not going to help me heal my heartbreak. I've been working hard at it for 7 whole weeks! That's not a long time. I've been crying a lot. But I do feel that I'm on the road to 'letting go' and healing. I do want to get over this.