Well, for whatever reason the last few days have been overwelming in pain... I cant seem to get back to a place of peace.. my h has clearly moved on..

he is moving on Monday and has no intention of trying to see me before he goes. he is making an effort to see the kids which should be enough for me..but its not.

I feel like the wound that was starting to heal has opened up all over again. why is it so easy for him to just walk away? all he seems to be focusing on is work... I guess he could just be doing that to avoid thinking about us, but he gives me no reasons to believe he has any doubts in his decision to end our R.


m 41
h 44
d 17 (prev marriage)
d 9
Never give up!!!!!