Once Christmas is over... all of our emotions will calm down a little.

I know the anger, and depression aspects only too well. Even when things are going "ok"... I still want to yank my damn hair out half the time.

The second, third, last "fiddle" issue that we all have to feel and deal with, also takes ages to go away.

That feeling of: If ONLY you would put in HALF of the energy HERE... that you put out for the other person... things wouldn't be were they are. Ya know?

It gets better, it gets worse, then it gets a little better again.

I think most of us will be glad when ho ho ho season is a faded memory.

Abbey

T:22, M:20
H:55 Me:45
H-OW PA: N/07
OW Jan08
Bomb:Feb/08
S: Apr/08
Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11
Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess.
Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.