Originally Posted By: mishka422
Like kml said, I'm sure he likes me but I don't know that it could be considered love. I'm good enough for some things but not good enough to be commited to. It's really depressing to know that.


Uh, you don't KNOW anything! You have your own ideas of what he thinks and feels and,if you're anything like me, can blow them into fantastic truths that may have little basis in fact! What would he have to do to let you know that you are what you want to be to him...seriously. I'm wondering whether it's him or you (probably both). In following your sitch Mish, it seems often when he does something loving you toss doubts upon it. Is that him or you?
Hey, you're going through a tough time. Money pressures often have a huge impact on our feelings about other things. Is there a way to stop yourself from thinking for a bit? You're just going in circles right now. Maybe focus on relaxing rather than on figuring out your R right now. Just some thoughts, take 'em or leave 'em smile You're in my prayers.


Divorced February 27, 2012.

"Only by love is love awakened".~ Ellen G White