Tad,

i see myself in you! You might not contact your XW but will always be there for her. After all, isn't it how a good husband should be? NOT IN MLC's land!!!!!
In my sitch, I'm set-up and rejected and s*ckered in, and trashed , i'm perfect and damaged good.....

What do you think i suffer from, after all this?
I see myself as passive-agressive. Makes sense if you've read the above...

I try to validate what he is telling me but he spins so fast that i lose my chain of tought. I end-up spinnig, myself.
I'm going crazy. Today, i cried like a baby because i became overwhelm with the fact that someone (still don't know who) cleaned my driveway while i was at work. The smallest act of kindness from anybody is like a miracle to me. That is how emotionally unstable i am, 30 months pass BD.

Don't make the same mistake i did Tad. DETACH AND RUN.
If she EVER wakes-up, she'll know where to find you. If it is to late for her, it will mean that you have gotten a better life then what she could offer you!

You have made amazing progress since your journey began.
Do the battle of 1 day. ( poem that you can read in my thread )

I wish you inner peace....