If you had learned anything, when she called you, you would have been polite, asked if there is any problem with S17, if none, and she tried to engage you, you would have answered a question then made your excuse to get off the phone.
YOu would have come to the conclusion that:
She is reeling you in (based on her efforts to be nice).
You would have shown her that you did not need her nice convo to feel good about yourself. That you do not give a dmn about her life. That she has her own separate from yours life now and you have your own. If you were detached, you would not even let her lead the conversation.
You cannot see the forest for the trees, Tad. How will you ever get to your destination if you are forever lost in the nitty gritty of your sitch?
What does it matter what she thinks right now? A batchit crazy persons logic doesn't mean a thing. If she hates you today, likes you tomorrow, what is the assurance she won't hate you again the day after?
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go
