Journal:

Well today is day 2 of quitting smoking for me. God it feels like it's been so much longer crazy I know that smoking really is a gross habit, but once you get past the grossness it really is quite enjoyable smile I have no idea why I picked this time in my life to quit. I guess it's because I am trying to make positive changes and it's something that I have been telling myself that I was going to do for awhile.

Things on the home front are pretty stable. My partner has been really sick for the past few days so I have been trying to help her out and take care of her. She leaves to go out of town for the holidays tomorrow. I am actually relieved to have the house to myself for a week. It will be nice not trying to read her mind or constantly wondering if I am saying and doing the right things... Merry Christmas to me!

I'm sending everyone happy thoughts!


M:(f) 35
W: 45
3 dogs and 2 cats
T: 9 years
9/30/11 I love you, but I'm not in love with you
OW confirmed 12/23/11