Where to next?

[MichelleLT]

I've admitted here that I feel that way (rejected and scared), he doesn't know that. Trust me, this R is just as dysfunctional as our M was in that respect.

So work on that.

My feeling is that he is temorarily in it, he hasn't said that, but I don't trust that he isn't. That's just how it seems to me.

Does it seem that way because of things he has done, or just through the lenses of your fear?

Next time I'm just not sure what might happen to me and Marc but, it is what it is.

You will manage. You will pull yourself together and find a way. Because you are strong enough.

The fear that rules my life has a super tight hold today. It's been a long time since I sat at my desk trying to hide the fact that I'm crying my heart out.

Seems to be going around this week. Holiday stress?