What else could I have done?

[antlers]

I know we don't have any control over what others think, but for her to convince hetself that there were NO good times at all is just dishonest. She chose me to be the father of her children. There must have been some good for her to choose me for this most important role. She's even told me before, many times, "thank you" for some of the good times we had. I know I have to let go...I want to...it's painful and hard.