dueinMay, i believe its ok to have those feelings. as long as you control them - and they dont control you. everyone has them once in a while, when we're feeling self-doubt or weak or insecure. the trick is to realize they're just thoughts, and have nothing to do with reality. and when they start to bubble up, just squash them early.
theres the saying, its not how often you get knocked down, but how often you get back up.
and marriage is like that. will he be the perfect husband every moment of every day forever. No. nor will you be the perfect wife.
but its how you choose to handle those imperfect moments that determines the outcome. and it is a choice.
I'm beyond happy for you, you did what so many of us have tried to do. you have so many reasons to be happy, and so many more reasons you havent even realized yet. take care of yourself, and your little one. bye.
"In a ham and eggs breakfast, the hen is involved, but the pig is committed".
