How is it going Kolja? Have you gotten your hands on the book yet?

From you last post... it sound like you are doing all the right things thus far. You should be proud of yourself. Change is never easy.

Your wife is very lucky to have you. Don't forget that!

Keep us posted on new happenings!

When you are happy as an individual, you are in a better position to determine whether a partner enhances your happy life or weighs it down.