Thanks for the recommendations labug, I will look for them.
Ugh I just realized that my H tripped himself up in a lie. Last night when I saw him shoving his phone in, and he kissed me, he said that he was just checking his calendar for Monday and proceeded to tell me about all of the meetings he had scheduled, etc. I didn't ask any questions and let it go.
This morning when he emailed me he said "quiet day, getting a lot done"
Sadly he was drinking last night and most likely doesn't remember telling me that.
I haven't said anything, just let it go. I will not respond to any more emails today at all unless specifically about the kids.
Not sure what, if anything, there is for me to do here.
It could be old habit, not feeling safe telling me something or he could be hiding something. Either way, not my place to snoop or ask. I can't control anything but my own actions and reactions.
