Thanks 25. As per norm, you are quite right. I think I am just hungry for signs of progress so I get impatient.
Been thinking a lot a out some of the conclusions I arrived at through introspection. Really trying to make changes with W and others. Some of the things I heard feedback-wise from good friends (including someone that used to hate me) echos things i've heard from W in the past. The woman that hated me said she thought I was condescending. Got that from W on more than one occasion. I've had a lot of lights shine in on me and my faults lately. I'm actually grateful.