25 thanks for stopping by. You are so helpful. I'm not sure exactly if it was just the priest or what. That is what he (the priest) told us. I know its not the Church's policy, I've never seen anything like this before. I live in a small town and the diocese made a lot of cut backs in the small towns compared to the big towns, so really that is the only catholic church in the area, the next closest is 25-30 minutes away. I was just so angry at that, being raised catholic, married in that church and then turned away because they didn't get enough of my money and I didn't get to church as much as they wanted. It was different today going to the Methodist church service, but it felt good. The important thing right now is to be back worshiping regardless of what denomination service it is. It was sad that losing faith in the Church almost made me lose faith in God, and that is another reason for not wanting anything to do with the Catholics anymore. I will not (at least try my best not to) get my hopes up or my expectations high from the small positives. I understand it is very fragile right now and any stupid move on my part could shatter everything I did so far. I finally get the feeling of walking on eggshells (albeit not to the extreme that she felt but nonetheless). 25, Sunshine, Rick1963, Crimson and everyone else, Thanks for the motivation!
M 33 W 29 S 4 M 5 T 7 11/7/11 Separation, W moves in with parents 12/1/11 W: "IDLY, I'm not coming back, it's over" 1/7/12 D Bomb Dropped