WAW told me she idoesn't want to be married.

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Tonight we took the kids to NJ to ride the Polar Express. I drove up ordered dinner picked up pizza and a stormboli. Which I texted her and asked her which would she like. Got to my home and she was getting the kids to clean up from the rest of the day. With some minor threats to them like you do. Ok she is stressed out. Sit down to eat I go to cut up the strombolie give her her plate get a thank you. But I can still tell she is uncomfortable. Look I know about the OM I don't like it but I am being pleasant to you and working on keeping him out of my mind as best I can. Even though I know he kept you up late last night at our neighbors and your tired.
The one funny thing I asked her earlier if she wanted me to get milk she jumped down my throat and said she would get it. Guess what didn't get out to get it.
Get the kids together get them in the car she drives to NJ. We had good conversation on the way up talking about friends and family. Got there get on train when it arrives after standing in the cold for 15 minutes. Oh well I got a good arm workout holding my D. Get on the train and everything is fine playing with kids talking having fun. Then she starts texting every now and then. My mind goes to is she texting him or friend in CA, who used to talk with me. The train starts going back to the station and all I can think about is the night is done my family will separate again. This [censored] I want to stay home and curl up in bed with her. So I got mopey a little. I drove home cause she was tired and wanted to nap. Again think great you nap so you can hang with OM. Everyone fell asleep and I drove listening to her music. CD 1 ends CD 2 comes on and its Sting 3rd song Everything she does is magic. DAMN YOU STING and weird fate in my life.
Helped her get kids to bed and left. Oh forgot driving home I pull into wawa get out of the car go inside and get milk and a paper. Yep still ended up getting it what are the freaking odds. I offered earlier told no and still stopped. Now I only did it cause it was the fatherly thing to do for kiddos.
Went and had a good time at a friend sxmas party and hung with old friends and drank some beer for a while. Feel ok for now. Still think my W is a smacked ass for not wanting to get back with me.
Forgot from earlier my Therapist thinks of my wife as an enabler and can't believe she is with a alcoholic. Also he was going through people he knows in his industry and a lot of them are divorced at least once some even twice.
Who thought marrying a psychologist would end up like this