Accuray,

Can I just say that your posts here are helping me a great deal too.
You have tremendous insight and your advice is something I usually end up copying to file for re-reading over and again.

So, thanks for your contributions; you are helping so many of us.

Luv hurts,

I feel for you on this roller coaster. We all get the "this doesn't mean we're back together" line, but as Accuray says, I think we can all recognise, too, that there is a big dollop of self-convincing going on.
Such statements can be read as a sign that things are going better, but that we need to be patient and not rush it by being too OTT in our response to small steps forward.
Best,
NLW