Newbie: Is this MLC and how do I GAL?

[Some Day]

Ugh! Cadet you were right. I'm so disappointed in myself for letting my heart get filled with hope. Today we went to the park gardens. I did my best to keep the conversation fun and light. Not once did he mention the conversation we had yesterday. It was as if it had never taken place. At one point he did take a picture of us together and posted it on his FB wall. So I thought, maybe he is interested in us after all. However, most of the time he was distant/guarded with me and I saw no signs of affection or real interest. It felt like I was hanging out with an acquaintance, not my husband.

Afterwards, we went out for dinner and then he took me home. I asked if he wanted to come in and he said he would to use the restroom. Then he gave me a hug and kiss on the lips as he was leaving. He initiated more heavy kissing. I didn't feel his heart in it, though. It was as if he was doing it because maybe he thought I was expecting it. There was no feeling or emotion to it. Then he left and that was it. It honestly felt like yesterday had never happened and I dreamed it. It feels like overnight he changed his mind about wanting to reconcile.

And once again I'm left in limboland not knowing which way is up. I feel like I've been kicked in the gut. I am so sad and dejected right now that I can't help but cry. Every time I allow myself to hope, I get hurt yet again.

How do I move forward? I guess continue doing what I had been doing. Limit the number of contacts I initiate and have him be the one to reach out to me most of the time. Don't always be readily available for him and GAL. And don't believe anything he says.

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