Today H starts texting me that he has been talking to his uncle ( alawyer) and other divorced men in the family and he has "woken up" to the fact that I have screwed HIM in the divorce. He tells me that if we do not ammend the agreement we will go back to court and fight. Basically he no longer wants to pay half of the daycare costs, whic is 300 a month. I tell him no thats not fair, i cant afford it on my own. We fight some more and I ask him if he can sleep at night. His answer ripped my heart out. He said yes he sleeps just fine and better now that he dosnt wake up breathing next to me. or me breathing one of the two. I got off the phone w/ him and burst into tears. I sent him a message a while later asking why he was so hateful to me, that i WOULD have loved him 4 ever, no matter what job he had, how much money he had or didnt have, or whatever mistakes he had made as a husband. I said i know i wasnt perfect and there were things i would have done differently but i never stopped loving him. he replied sometimes people just cant get along. wtf anyway me made me and offer before we go back to court. i told him i would let him know in a week. he wanted an answer then and there but i said no. i cant believe he said that to me, really really shocked and hurt. to top it off his uncle will be representing him 4 free. nice
