This morning I was waiting for W to get to house so I could go to work. As it got close to time I had to leave I gave her a call to see where she was. I must have just woken her up as she fumbled the phone and hung up. She called me back, said she was on her way, her alarm didn't go off, and would be here in 15-20 minutes. I said (a little anger in my voice) I am going to be late! Hurry! End of conversation. As she was pulling up to house I hopped in my SUV and sped off for work. So no talk at all today. I was a bit upset as I waited, but once the day got going I pretty much forgot about it. The old me would probably give her the silent treatment for a day or 2, but the new me doesn't let something like this bother me. When I see her tomorrow, I won't bring it up, and if she does, I will tell her straight up, no worries, it happens. I am really feeling good about myself these days, and even with the ob and my situation I am defiantly not feeling like someone who might have depression. My new way of thinking and exercise is really helping me. Tonight I am going out to eat and a minor league hockey game with a friend. Going to be first "real" time out since I quit drinking. Should be a fun night, I will prove to myself I don't need booze to have fun. Tomorrow I have church, going to try out a Methodist Church here in town this time.
M 33 W 29 S 4 M 5 T 7 11/7/11 Separation, W moves in with parents 12/1/11 W: "IDLY, I'm not coming back, it's over" 1/7/12 D Bomb Dropped