WAW told me she idoesn't want to be married.

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Went to therapy last night and felt a little better about the week. Especially since my attorney told me not to sign the agreement. Now to find the time to talk with W.
Funny even my therapist is wondering how I could be sitting back and letting my W have the A and I am not out dating or letting this go. I told him about this BB and how people told me no one understands except for the people on here. Obviously all still very hard to deal with still. Kind of looking forward to the end of the year and start of 2012. By then I will only be seeing my W every 2 weeks when I drop off kids. See if that works at all. Still need her to lose the OM.

This morning I acheived a goal I set for myself. Ran a 5k race with my family of course. My son who is 6 ran it as well so proud of him. My W texted me said she had a slow start this morning. Yea you were at the neighbors drinking and talking.
She gave me some attitude like usual. I would ask a questiona dn get a look. Or when we got back to the condo she needed milk I told her I would go pick it up and she sad rather short no I will get it. OK whatever. We are taking kids out this afternoon for a train ride. I asked her where she would like me to pick up pizza this place or here. She looked at me is this 20 questions was her comment. Yep someone needs a nap.
All I could think of was getting short with me because of guilt.
Making me rethink what I am fighting for at times.

Look forward to the replies.