R89, I have been praying over this for months now. I pretty much have gotten the message loud and clear that this is going on for a reason and right now that reason is to figure out myself and reevaluate my priorities. Where it ends, I don't know.
I am still wrapping my head around yesterday's encounter at the hospital. The timing was just so odd.....I was so ready to give up and be done just hours before.
