The last time i asked him for extra money he said and i quote" if i were living in a cardboard box, you would still ask me for money"... I wont do that again...
He is giving me the agreed upon child support but obviously its not enough. We meet with L on monday so maybe she can get something...
No, i dont have money for dinner..our usual was prime rib, H favorite, with all the trimmings...its unbelievable how my life was a year ago, and now its reduced to me, sitting in a parking lot, crying because i just handed all my cash to some lady who has no clue why this crazy person is tearing up while paying her water bill....
I have never felt so low...i just gotta make it threw i guess.

Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...