if your h is still seeing SOME counselor, whether for coparenting or divorcing or AA or whatever
let the c know that you are in dire straits...
also, I wonder if your older sons can help you out a bit (as a back up plan) for their little brother to have a decent Christmas.
How is your job/hunt going?
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016