Addendum: To clarify, it was still fairly obvious that W was keeping some of those stone cold walls up. But it felt like maybe she cracked a window just a bit. There were some periods of silence where we both just focused on our S.
I won't use this as a platform to "storm the castle" with calls, texts, and any other pursuing behaviors. Quite the opposite. I figure it would be best to stay pulled back and continue to work on me. Continue to try not to let lawyers and the D process send me into a panicky spiral of hopelessness. Continue to give her ample time and space. And continue to hope and pray that I can restore my family.
