He seems more fearful about our relationship not working out.
His energy has changed.
He wants to go to church more, and seems to be going through a deep transition inside.
He is happier, but he is also in touch with some painful and deep emotions.
At this time he describes himself as being:
Clear Happier than he has been in a long time Closer to his spirituality Sees what we truly have in our marriage Sad and guilty about what he did
My H and I have never prayed together until last night. We have never just held hands, or sat and prayed. But last night we did. His mom is sick, and so i started a novena for her. He asked to join me. When it was over, we laid down together and I said, "I wonder if we should pray for our relationship" and he got a big smile on his face and said, "I was thinking about that too". And he said, "How about now?" and I let him lead the prayer. He prayed that we grow closer together, that we are each healed, and that we come through this with much guidance.
I was amazed at the strength and the energy I felt surrounding us.
Angel it's so hard to believe he has "changed" as he says he has, because I think it's all too fast. The turn around, that is. I see people who have taken years to come out of MLC so I guess I'm not trusting of it. but I realize that if I don't try to trust his process.... that he will begin to doubt himself and I don't want that to happen.
