Thanks for the great idea of leaving when he gets home at 8... I could definitely use that time to go to the gym...but you're right, dress cute and not let him know that's where I'm going
I have not started a book of results, and I never would have thought to include 'he hasn't moved out yet'... I didn't think of that as a positive. On that same note- I guess I would also have to include he acknowledged my efforts today when we were talking about separation papers. He said: "I know how hard this is for you, but thank you for talking with me."
I don't want to sign papers. It makes things more permanent in my mind. Sometimes I think that he's just having a MLC (at 31?)... he just keeps saying that he has to 'find his happiness', 'i want to be happy again'...
I had to be in an MRI machine for 3.5 hours today (for my heart/lung problems) so I had A TON of time to think about plans/wants/needs/future... and I decided that I can't just talk about doing things anymore- I have to start doing them, and starting a long term career is something that would give me focus, purpose and financial stability. So, I've started the process (researching information) on renewing my teaching certificate with the intention on being ready for the next school year. This means going back to school- ick! But, regardless of what my future might be with H.... I have to plan MY future for me and my boys
M-31, H-31 T-9, M-7 S-6, s-20mth sep 8/1/11 ILYNILWY 11/29/11 Creating separation papers. Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12 H moves out 1.20.12