Thanks everyone for your support, encouragement and kind words. Yesterday and today have been very tough and have made me feel like I have made ABSOLUTELY NO progress in my attempts to DB and/or save my marriage and family. Worse yet, it has slapped me square in the face with regard to the financial implications that may arise if this goes through to the end.
My L has drafted a retort that adds a bit more perspective and I am thankful for that. I am trying to calm myself back down and get back to a better place. I guess that this was just a cold bucket of water on my hopes that maybe....just maybe I was making a little bit of progress with my situation. In actuality, seems like I am not better off than I was on D day. Maybe, maybe not - I guess I am too wound up to offer a clean opinion right now. Is it worth it to keep DB'ing or am I just plain screwed right now? My heart it totally sunk right now.
