Don't misunderstand, I see this for what it is and not having expectations. He is still emotionally distant from me, even when he puts his arm around me while walking me through the parking lot. It is tentative and awkward. It never used to be.
I will continue my work, focusing on me and my changes. I just didn't want my above post to be misinterpreted. It's tough when things are in type sometimes.
I haven't been feeling the Christmas spirit and need to find it for the boys. Tonight I will go buy a few gifts, crank up the music and bake. One of the three, if not all, will get me into the mood.
