I know there is nothing I can do, I've just got to let her be, but I miss her
I have turned my life totally on is head in how I live it, and how I feel, it's all for the good of me and my kids but I miss her
The changes are for me, my life is better for the changes, I know it and feel it, but I still miss her
I also know I have to go through this pain for things to get better, I'm doing everything I should be, I'm fit and well, I'm happy in myself and content with life in general But, she is everything to me
I hate the no contact, even though it's better I'm off the roller coaster We have been split for 14months now, and although I'm a lot better in me, the hurt is still there
I don't know what the future holds, I just know this isn't getting any easier!!!
I can't mind read, I just hope she is having some thoughts about me, that some how can draw us back together
