My sleep comes from Ambien. Which I hate taking, but when I get going I just don't sleep.
Funny thing about depression. I did figure out it is like the tide. Sometimes it comes in fast and scares me a bit, but I always remember that it ebbs and I will be okay.
I also wanted to comment on the anniversary card. You did handle that very well.
On my last anniversary my H gave me a card that said "Couldn't forget the date" and signed it "Love". Then the next day reminded me he still planned on divorcing me. Kinda made me fell horrible. And reinforced to me that I really don't have a clue to his thinking. I hadn't discovered DB yet.
Keep up the good work!
Wndy
Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32 D final 9/12 Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!
