Journaling... not much... only the email contact with W. Called kids tonight before bedtime and sang a song over the phone so S. SS and SD apparently are too old for songs I can only imagine what I looked like wandering in front Capitol Hill singing "This Little Light of Mine" Though considering the number of mentally ill folks wandering around the streets of DC, I probably wasn't the only one...
Could tell that SS and SD were bummed that mom didn't call from work tonight. Well, at least I called though I know that's a poor man's substitute.
Went to a reception and then to a bar with my assistant. Just about fell off my bar stool when my assistant told me she was a WAW. Holy crap. No kids, 30, married for six years... classic story. I just listened and validated. Tried some DBing on her Not that I think it will help... her STBX is doing all the wrong stuff and I don't know the guy so I can't really offer any help. I did tell her about my sitch... second person in the office to know. I figured she bared her soul I might as well bear mine. And, as we move closer to the April separation, anything that falls through the cracks will fall on her.
But it was crazy to find out... I never would've guessed.
Didn't hear back from W tonight, and didn't expect to.
Married 6 together 8 Me:38 W:31 second marriage for both SS12, SD10, S6 Bomb: 9/8/11 (day before our 5 yr ann) W moved out: 2/18/12 D final: 11/12/12 Share S 50/50. Spend as much time as I can with SS & SD
I can only imagine what I looked like wandering in front Capitol Hill singing "This Little Light of Mine" 